Life,
what is it?

Is it...
lies,
the pain,
destruction,
losing,
.....death?

Its been said,
life sucks.
For many.....
and it hurts.

The ones that lost a parent,
there heart was torn away....
What is she to do?

The one that changed to home schooling...
She has problems with friends.
Now she cant find any......

The one who’s friends are now doing drugs,
There losing close friends......
They change  to,
smoking and alcohol

The one that is alone most of the time.
He is only known mostly threw the net....
Other than that he’s really unknown....
What’s he to do?

The one that almost died.....
I don’t have to say any more with this one.


They are in so much pain,
it hurts to think on.
i guess the question is.....



Why?


Why all this.
Will it end......
Will I or they live,
to see an other day?


Its way to hard!!!
Life hurts......
It seems we are waiting to die.


Why?






Why, you ask your self,
the tear roles down your face.
Looking at the ground,
things pass.....
you never knew what you missed.




The thing is......
We ALL almost never made it.
We ALL had our times that that was it.
We ALL were so close to death........



But we live.


Threw the pain....
Lies....
Death.....
and Destruction.




Life sucks....
It never is nor will be fun.
You scream......





This is our lives.....
These are the things we go threw.....

Drugs,
Lose of friends,
Lose of a loved one,
Panics,
Death,
and worst of all......


Suicide.......





Why?



Because you never gave up,
you kept going.
Threw the all the pain life deals.
You hurt inside but you still walk.....


You look back and see only sorrow.......



The fact is......
Your ALIVE!!!!!


Threw  all the pain,
death,
destruction,
drugs,
pain,
and suicide.....

Your alive.....





You see your parent left you,
but you still love them....
There alive, and
Your alive!!!

You changed to home schooling,
you lose your friends.....
there still there, it takes time....
But.....
Your alive!!!


Your friends started on drugs.....
You look at them, they’re going to change.....
your free, you can find new ones.....
there always there, and that chance is because.
Your alive!!!


Your alone all the time.....
On the Computer.....
Cant find any one.....
well you can.
Your alive!!!


You almost ended it.....
YOUR ALIVE!!!



Life has given a second chance,
many never find this....
But the thing still is.
Your alive!!!


You can keep going!!!
you made it this far,
why quit?





Still don’t think so.....
Take this thought then.

How mature are you because of this?
How much more can you help people?
How much more do you know your self?
How much do you care?
How much do you see?
How much do you know your self?
Can you find what your looking for?
Can you find love?
Can you find your heart?
Can you believe?
Can you understand life?
Can you touch others?
Can you be trusted?
Are you strong?
Are you caring?
Are you passionate?
Are you YOU?



If you think you can’t.....
You’re sadly mistaken!!!

Because,
you can answer yes to them all.



To those that have learned from them selves....
I thank you..... but,
more importantly,
We ALL thank you.


You inspire us all,
We will fill you shoes one day.
And things will be better,
for every one that we will touch.......




This is our realm.....
some say its not worth it.
Other say we’re not worth it.
And some....... give up.


The fact to me is,
I wouldn’t have it any other way




I have found so many people,
and I care for them,
and they care for me.....













Reason to end it......




Not the question








Reason not to......










life